took a lost.

i lost my musical life....i save everything on a 160gig external hard drive...from whut im told they are not suppose to crash!!!! i have had 4 computers crash on me since i started dealing with computers in 98...i know im was a lil late..but man i was poor. ANYWAYs... my step son crashed my computer in jan 08 and i upgraded to a satalite laptop...when i got that i said i need a external and i got one. i kept all my sessions, drum kits, samples, photos, any and everything i didnt want to loose on that drive, well i wont work and it seems like its wiped! its like nuthing is there...i had 2 eps i was gonna give away for free in jan, ready to be mixed, some new session for my soulsonicstimulation album produced by theory hazit on that drive...my beat sessions labeled by the month starting from feb. 08 on that drive! uggghhhhhhhhh! i lost it all...im so hurt...i feel like quiting...